i used to think that i have the most wildest thoughts

it happens all the time. it's just that i've never told anyone about it

for once, my thoughts were a secret, until today

i started comparing people to cartoon characters and animals based solely on their appearances

i've seen edna mode and a donkey and a beautiful flamingo

and even one whose hair depicts that of a cute baboon

and since then, i realised that i started laughing to myself for having those thoughts.

it suddenly occurred to me that, my mind made me into a happy person

for one, it made me think and imagine

it grants me the freedom to not only think like an adult, but also allow me to feel and experience what it used to be like when i was 4. i had the craziest, wildest dreams that no one could imagine

my mind is a good story-teller. it records every memory and scar

it acts as the maps and compasses that navigates my way through life

a life that i never thought would be possible

my mind allows me to appreciate life that goes on around me as it is

my thoughts were once a secret, until today

-AiN

some might ask, where are you now? and how are you doing?

i am glad to say that i am tpjc. it is a great place to be.

it is a place that enable me to have a balance between studies and cca

i loved the pace. it seemed just right. :))

my cca is currently shooting, and i'm lovin it

however, the ups and downs of life are inevitable and it is best that we all learn from it

shooting camp just ended recently.

i had a whole lot of fun. i tried my best to immerse myself in most of the activities

and had fun with friends.

the nightwalk was really really good. we watched dead silence which ended around 11pm, then proceeded with the night walk after that. i had chills when i recalled mary shaw during the night walk. eventually, the girls and guys were paired up, which i am really thankful for.

Han Yang is one calm guy. i often wondered how he managed to stay like that even while watching the movie. i couldn't stop twitching and covering my face the whole time. typical ain.

night walk soon began for the two of us. we are like the dumb and dumber couple.

(i'm the dumber one, HAHA!)

LoL! we actually sat with the "ghost" and played with the dolls that were soaked in red-coloured ink, not knowing that we're supposed to answer the call. it was as though we were having a glaring session with her. damn scary.

we thought that the ring tone was suppose to add on to the eerie effects...

and we didn't burst the balloon. i was laughing hard at myself, finding "the body"???

i wanted to replay the nightwalk in my mind again.

it was worth remembering. haha

and exco interview began at the end of the camp.

it was 4pm and my body started to heat up.

what would you expect? we were running around in the sun at 11.30am!

and so, i wet my face towel and was literally sponging myself while waiting for my turn outside

i managed to wash my face with the face wash and forced myself to think through everything clearly. i hope i am able to get through this as painless as possible.

on a lighter note, i love my seniors!

now, back to SA1 mode.

-AiN