the Walls are my source of comfort

i don't know why, that i have this wierd tendency to hug a wall
everytime i'm all stressed out.
this includes after i managed to screw up in an exam, after completing the 2.4km run or when i feel the need to do so.
any clean wall will do, i'll pick the nearest one,
i'll just have to put my hands around it, and lean my forehead against the flat surface
for one important purpose, it soothes the emotions that have made my life difficult
it felt nice!

NETBALL TRAINING THIS MORNING!
for today, i didn't give myself the opportunity to escape the running, jumping, running again and then do the circuit. i simply refuse all discounts just because i'm fasting. it's not because i'm showing off. i want to be treated like an equal. furthermore, i think i'm grateful that the food i ate for sahur have given me sufficient energy to sustain me throughout the training. it's good enough that they asked if i'm okay throughout the 4hours. thank you.

today we;

• ran 2.4km(individual timing)
• 1 set of suicides for 30 sec.
• 4 sets of running in zig-zag direction(overturning cones)
• 10 rounds around the court for 5 min.
• court circuit
• 5 sets of skipping ropes(200 each)

of course there are breaks in between, thank god!

speaking about homework, i'm left with geog, malay and amaths. i'm glad that there's CIP tomorrow. i missed my classmates, though i'll have plenty of time to see them after school reopens. i think jingyi is very funny...

just for laughs

date: 010909, Tuesday
place: in classroom
time: 3 pm, English period

JY wrote on a slip of paper saying "i'm going to be dead on 040909" - the day of PTM
JY: ain... (holds it up)
she interrupted my train of thoughts, so i went..
ain: WHAT! oh. ahahahaha. do you want me to bring flowers for you on that day? (laughs)
JY: walao you.. =.=''

i think i enjoyed irritating people. wahaha. i've gotta stop.
okay, will update again soon.
`AiN