gone with the wind









Love, AiN

the Walls are my source of comfort

i don't know why, that i have this wierd tendency to hug a wall
everytime i'm all stressed out.
this includes after i managed to screw up in an exam, after completing the 2.4km run or when i feel the need to do so.
any clean wall will do, i'll pick the nearest one,
i'll just have to put my hands around it, and lean my forehead against the flat surface
for one important purpose, it soothes the emotions that have made my life difficult
it felt nice!

NETBALL TRAINING THIS MORNING!
for today, i didn't give myself the opportunity to escape the running, jumping, running again and then do the circuit. i simply refuse all discounts just because i'm fasting. it's not because i'm showing off. i want to be treated like an equal. furthermore, i think i'm grateful that the food i ate for sahur have given me sufficient energy to sustain me throughout the training. it's good enough that they asked if i'm okay throughout the 4hours. thank you.

today we;

• ran 2.4km(individual timing)
• 1 set of suicides for 30 sec.
• 4 sets of running in zig-zag direction(overturning cones)
• 10 rounds around the court for 5 min.
• court circuit
• 5 sets of skipping ropes(200 each)

of course there are breaks in between, thank god!

speaking about homework, i'm left with geog, malay and amaths. i'm glad that there's CIP tomorrow. i missed my classmates, though i'll have plenty of time to see them after school reopens. i think jingyi is very funny...

just for laughs

date: 010909, Tuesday
place: in classroom
time: 3 pm, English period

JY wrote on a slip of paper saying "i'm going to be dead on 040909" - the day of PTM
JY: ain... (holds it up)
she interrupted my train of thoughts, so i went..
ain: WHAT! oh. ahahahaha. do you want me to bring flowers for you on that day? (laughs)
JY: walao you.. =.=''

i think i enjoyed irritating people. wahaha. i've gotta stop.
okay, will update again soon.
`AiN

know me

okay, let's start off with some motivation...
IPPUDAHHHHHHHHHHH! *squeals in delight*

AWH, really sorry for the lack of updates. ive been having tight schedules. my weeks are packed. i need to start chionging on homework. not that ive neglected it, but rather, i couldnt find the opportunity to do so. and yes, ive been sleeping as late as 1am during the september holidays. I LOVE YOU HONEY; HOMEWORK!


before i logged in to blogger, aisyah started a conversation on msn saying that i should go visit my facebook acc;

AiN -the light is dancing (: says:
-yeah?
-OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
-did you tag me?
-omg no!
-omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomggggg

- Aisyah[[b][c=4]![/c][/b]] says:
-HAHAHA.. everyone got tagged
-dont worry

AiN -the light is dancing (: says:
-omg.

- Aisyah[[b][c=4]![/c][/b]] says:
-look at the class photo

AiN -the light is dancing (: says:
-embarrasingg@@

- Aisyah[[b][c=4]![/c][/b]] says:
-it's like bombarded with comments
-i know it's embarrassing but it's cute!!!
-you'll miss it some day..
-so might as well i tag you now


she's the mastermind of evil. goodness! so, to wenlin and nixon who used to be from my former primary school, but never knew that i existed, you can go visit my page and see for yourself. i think i did a pretty good job in staying invisible during my primary school days...

well done, AiN .

other than that, i should really stop my habit of talking in circles. i realised something about myself which people hates;
they hated it when i apologise so many times.
they hated it when i apologise for something which wasn't my fault.
they hated it when they dont understand anything that i wanted to tell them. and i ended up saying "forget it".

i think it happens when i get nervous or probably when im speaking to someone who gives me the jitters and i kept telling myself that i shoudnt screw up at that point of time.

anyway, just now i was watching the 10pm show on channel U: You're my destiny
for those of you who have watched it, you should know what i mean...
during the last part, there was supposed to be a kissing scene. and my sister and i was watching and were patiently waiting for it. and suddenly, we started panicking when there's only 3min left before they moved on to the preview for next episode. so my sister and 1 were like "only left with 3 mins!? COME ON COME ON!" and the screen suddenly froze and moved on to the preview.


-Gasps-


i feel so disappointed. (keep all comments to yourself)


if you enjoy my disppointment, good for you.
the television shall be left alone for the whole of tomorrow and we shall be the first to switch it on at 10pm sharp. HAHA!

`AiN