just now, i felt like a lonely baloney - Celeste

at 1.30pm today, when the bell rang, Crestians just had to rush out of the gate to "celebrate". i know that some planned for a movie and whatever outing they have. knowing that i shouldnt get involved in that kind of joy, i wished chia thong good luck for her exams. i headed home and went to sleep. really sleepy ar. then woke up and bathe and had my mum to drop me off to school.

i am the youngest in the venue of the national exams, scary..
other than the 4 other crestians, there were private candidates too.
and syakirin was reported to the infirmary,
leaving me; like a lonely baloney

oh well, i am looking forward to future higher mother tongue lessons.
at least, it will benefit me somehow. in this case, yes
when we once stepped into the room, the radio started playing
since 4.30 i think.
i think the national exam itself was broadcasted on Ria.
and so, the DJ did his job in playing the song that people dedicate
it would sound nice to you but it was a complete distraction for me
it started playing songs like "kepadaNya" by taufiq batisah
and the "cari pacar lagi" and "puspa" by st12.
then during the chorus part for PUSPA, i just had to go;
jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
ah! NONSENSE.
it was probably luck that i didnt sing it out loud okay!AHAHA
seriously, i was about to melt when the starting of the song went;
kau, gadisku yang cantik, cuba lihat aku di sini..
WAAAAAAA. am i so easily mesmerized by all these?
kill me please.
the song was played at the wrong timing, i tell you.
anyway, i managed to avoid the distraction by reading all those doa terang hati and all.
LOL. i thank Allah for this.

okay, after the exam, the sad thing was that, practically, i had no one to discuss my answers with. Saddenning! Devastating! Argh! i called up my hmt freidns. one from hai sing, and the other one from st hilda's. and we talked on the phone all the while as i made my way home by bus.

okay, gottago. and;
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SIVAA!
`AiN