i think most of us would have already been looking forward to next monday. its going to be the first time i am going to be a part of the other 19 people who are going to have their hari raya outing. just that this time, with boys.

its nothing... but like flo said, its FREAKYY! and i was sure we are not going to be the only one who feels that way. art exam today was superb. other than having to sleep at 12.15 last night, i did had fun painting and colouring and etc.

after school didnt "celebrate" much. we ate the random foodstuff we normally buy(pau - siew mai - crackers) at the bus stop near the school. practically watching, observing, smiling at the buses as it pass by. so far, i counted there were 3 buses already and so we boarded the 4th. fascinating! in the bus, i was more or rather confused. am i suppose to be happy that exams are over? am i suppose to start enjoying during hari raya <>now<> when i havent even gotten back my results? those questions went unanswered. however, flo did tried to encourage me to be happy, like anyone would. by saying that, "as long as you did your best" i was touched, really. if only you were to read this now. im a failure at expressing my gratitude to anybody when it comes to face to face. problematic!

ive got to go. so long my fellow readers!
`AiN