" a penny for your thoughts? "

Dear Mummy &Baba,

Happpy Hari Raya!

i know the hopes you've pinned onto me all these years. and i would not want those hopes to be dashed.

can you not be angry if i refuse to be one of those who will be in triple science class? i want to be the one who chooses rather than the one to be chosen. i have my own reasons for doing so. it concerns my education, my life, my interests.

will you be happy for me if there is a sudden change of mind? happy, because i am satisfied with my decision. happy for the fact that i am willing to put in my heart and soul in studying the subject combinations i have decided.

you should have known how worried i am right now. the right word would be anxious. i might have not known sooner, for i have a guilty conscience. just maybe, my efforts put in weren't hard enough. perhaps, it was never enough. such insecurities comes often. i have to hold on, and not let go.

Love,
AiN

*natasha, im yearning for one, tight hug!