this is so CUTE! :) imagine a twin's twin... ahaha, COOL!
AiN

I STILL AM VERY CLEAN!

i survived syahiran's birthday bash!

despite the cuddly birthday presents and rather enticing cake, he still got bashed up the moment we stepped out of school! i think he was able to sense the preparation as we rushed to some mini mart to buy 3kg of flour and a bottle of hershey's chocolate-nadia's idea. syahiran however, was unable to escape from Bin Xiang and Mubarak's clutches as we tore open the package of flour. oblivious to the surroundings, the whole of 2/7 simply scattered around the whole area with a handful of flour in their hands running around and throwing flour at each other. it was simply chaotic, i tell you. i tailed nisaa from the front gate, sprinting towards the back gate of the school, as you all know bin xiang, would never let anyone get away with it since it is OUR IDEA!

so far, among the birthday bashes ive seen, syahiran's is the worse. other than flour, they also added chocolate to it(there used to be flour and water and sometimes, eggs). wondering if it would leave a stain on his shirt but i hope not. or else we would have to buy him one. i head of to the mini mart and bought water and tissues to help them out in clearing up. adli was another joker. he and nabil went to run towards us and screamed "mr singh coming!" the only reaction i'd expect would be that everyone would start running and disperse. and yet, adli was laughing and rolling on the pavement literally and said, "i know who ran first!" i stopped and looked around and his reponse was "HA-ha-hafizahhh!" it was partially audible though. nevertheless, those who were badly affected, for some reasons stormed off saying that the should start hugging "clean" people. i think today was superb! NICE! we were on the verge of getting ourselves into trouble.

went to NTUC,white sands with illiany, nisaa, hafizah and khairiyana to purchase a packet of sushi as curry went to take her passport pictures. while waiting, without myself thinking, i asked nisaa if this birthday bashing will still go on until next year? she nodded and in my heart i was like "gosh, after 2 years of escaping such events on my birthday, i'll still have to watch out for next year?Oh no!" i went home straight. the rest planned to change first before catching a movie. ive watched it though.

& i think watching twilight twice would be much more worth it than HSM3
AiN

WOOOSH!

nowadays, i found myself waking up as early as 9am. just so as to escape the duty of making the bed when my younger siblings are still in bed. would have a quick bath and sit on the dining table, getting ready to start on holiday homework. if possible, i'd like it to be finished by the 10th November.. so that i can have some sense of accomplishment before receiving a new set of homework. by noon, i would have my lunch while watching ellen degenres on star world. after that, is to continue reading twilight. soon after, i would either be on the computer, having a regular routine of reading blogs and after that, start again on homework. pretty dull huh? I HAVE TO GET A LIFE!

lately, ive been receiving invitations. to class chalet, movie outings, going to bugis to take neoprints, or as simply as to say "do hang out!" & i get it. it is the last year and we would always want to get a chance to get together. i'd love that.

friday's hari raya outing ended with my mum on the verge on blowing her top. after the house-visits, the clique went to catch HSM3, which was a premiere on that day. of course, you'd expect a full house at almost all the movie theatres you go to. hence, there seemed to be seats available at 6.30 onwards. from the start, i knew that my mum wouldnt agree to it. but due to the consistent pesters from wani, i was willing. i sms-ed my mum the moment i stepped into the theatre.

once i reached home, my mum was calm and serene. and i didn't know that she called illiany's mum to ask about my well-being. and also, about the sms i sent her, she did not receive it. and so, it wasnt entirely my fault!

i only found out about that when my tuition teacher asked if last night, i was brought to the police station in search for some missing person. and he started making cock-and-bull stories to the class that i was involved in some gang fight and only reached home at midnight. nonsensical i tell you. i only had my head rest on my arms across the table, enduring the humiliation.

high school musical 3 was splendid! i loved the part where they danced under the tree. i think i annoyed hazwani the most when i screamed "MELTZ!" so suddenly in the middle of the show. but hey, zac effron's singing voice isnt something you can resist.

engulfed by the power of fear

oh, wow. its tomorrow. the ultimate report will be out tomorrow; which marks the end of End of Years. before we can jump into the pool of joy and scream "PARTEHH!" like as if theres no one's business. no doubt, i have a funny feeling that my palms will be all sweaty tomorrow, and i would want every lesson to past by quickly just to look forward to last period. all i know is that the progress report we received as a "sneak peek" was tentative, im worried. so insecure.

notice that my posts are getting shorter and shorter..
Also, instead of taking 17 home, which i had to end up switching buses, i boarded 15 more often. now that i realised, i loved long journeys. i can read my way home.. whooo!
& yea, bring rags for tomorrow!
(i hate it when i remind others about such things and end up not reminding myself, sheesh!)
`AiN

OH twilight twilight!

love twilight!

missing 2/7




4 more days, and the 2/7 community will part. sad, i know. well, except for some if we will be in the same class next year. kudos to the sec 1 batch who will be using our current class as we practically don't decorate our class now and then which explains why we NEVER ever clinched any best class awards. but the enthusiasm and support have never faded. i love such unity that we have.

to sum up for this year, i think i have been really really unhealthy compared to last year. my aunts say my face somehow "shrink"? oh shucks. having to go on crash diets was dreadful. it felt as though the blood have not been circulating properly. i was afraid that i would be affected, but yes it did. in a way. running during netball helped. i am verry grateful. i want that trophyyyy for cross country!! ive been yearning for it. thats the reason, i would always reach up to the expectation of running thrice in school other than only during training. i dont know why i will get all nervous as though i am going to sit for some major exam. however, i felt as if it was a daily routine during netball. wierd but once i am nervous, i feel so stiff! goodness.

and since my siblings and i are sitting for major exams this year, younger sister(PSLE), me(sec 2 streaming) and elder sister(O' Levels) , Baba would give us a treat if we score victoriously. and that would be a trip to Hong Kong this year. strangely, he agreed with my baby brother to go to Hong Kong Disneyland. we just played along.

Friday-promotion day: after elearning, me, flo, maliah, nadia, hafizah and curry head for illiany's house for a movie marathon. bought lunch at macs first. we brought our CDs only when we suspected that the tv was having some technical dificulties(the sound system). illiany's younger brother told us about his playstation 3 and curry and nadia straight away trailed them upstairs to play the games. the rest of us were bored and decided to head down to tampines mart to purchase 2 tubs of Ben &Jerry's ice cream. brought it back and shared. after that, i climbed upstairs and they were playing some game called "guitar heroes" or something. i was sitting behind them and wanted to give it a try. IM A BEGINNER, gosh! i got the hang of it shortly after. (will always lose to illiany, curry and flo) one thing about this game is, if you cannot tolerate compliments, you will lose control. like illiany, ahaha, im sorry! at 5, my parents told me to go home to jalan raya and in the mean time, i gave some of my habbo furni to nadia since she is an active member. nadia, "get a life"! (i'm sorry, im just coating a cartoon we watched during music. )

okay, shall post more soon.
`AiN

woops, sorry for the emotional post.
somehow, my "parents" responded, which i presume it was tagged anonymously.
but what the heck! they dont talk like that.. but thanks for the attempt.

i know that someday i'll have to post to cover up
i'm feeling sort of embarrassed too
random.

the choosing of classes will begin next monday.
and school end on thursday, not so cool!
aahhh, i remembered during primary school,
we would still have time to play the chest set i brought everyday after exam

and now and then, i'd have the urge to take out a book and read
currently, im reading stephanie meyer's book, TWILIGHT!
yan lei was so excited when she showed me the trailer for the movie
which will be released in december?
and she can't stop telling me the nicest parts.
also, i remembered someone mentioned that
"people who read comprises of quiet people"
personally, i dont agree. *winks at hazwani*

and yearh, there seemed to be alot more movies coming out during the holidays. the top 3 movies i'd like to watch right now would be

1. house bunny
2. high school musical 3
3. twilight

and since there will be no school tomorrow, we might be doing a movie marathon at illiany's house tomorrow right after the e-learning assingment thing..

today, ate quite alot. after computer class, went white sands with them to buy Ben &Jerry's ice cream. i'm craving for more! but not now. yet. after that went to buy food from old chang kee. curry was relieved she'd found her lost ez-link. and after that, head for home with flo.

i have been looking forward to;

1. movie-marathon
2. hari raya 2nd outing(pasir ris)
3. 2/7 class gathering 08'
4. last day of tuition
5. 12 november 08- allocation of sec 3 classes

doodles, AiN

" a penny for your thoughts? "

Dear Mummy &Baba,

Happpy Hari Raya!

i know the hopes you've pinned onto me all these years. and i would not want those hopes to be dashed.

can you not be angry if i refuse to be one of those who will be in triple science class? i want to be the one who chooses rather than the one to be chosen. i have my own reasons for doing so. it concerns my education, my life, my interests.

will you be happy for me if there is a sudden change of mind? happy, because i am satisfied with my decision. happy for the fact that i am willing to put in my heart and soul in studying the subject combinations i have decided.

you should have known how worried i am right now. the right word would be anxious. i might have not known sooner, for i have a guilty conscience. just maybe, my efforts put in weren't hard enough. perhaps, it was never enough. such insecurities comes often. i have to hold on, and not let go.

Love,
AiN

*natasha, im yearning for one, tight hug!

i think most of us would have already been looking forward to next monday. its going to be the first time i am going to be a part of the other 19 people who are going to have their hari raya outing. just that this time, with boys.

its nothing... but like flo said, its FREAKYY! and i was sure we are not going to be the only one who feels that way. art exam today was superb. other than having to sleep at 12.15 last night, i did had fun painting and colouring and etc.

after school didnt "celebrate" much. we ate the random foodstuff we normally buy(pau - siew mai - crackers) at the bus stop near the school. practically watching, observing, smiling at the buses as it pass by. so far, i counted there were 3 buses already and so we boarded the 4th. fascinating! in the bus, i was more or rather confused. am i suppose to be happy that exams are over? am i suppose to start enjoying during hari raya <>now<> when i havent even gotten back my results? those questions went unanswered. however, flo did tried to encourage me to be happy, like anyone would. by saying that, "as long as you did your best" i was touched, really. if only you were to read this now. im a failure at expressing my gratitude to anybody when it comes to face to face. problematic!

ive got to go. so long my fellow readers!
`AiN

its over! as of today, the exams for all studying subjects have officially ended.
but the fear of getting back the scripts is still in me. i'm afraid of failing english, yet again. saddenning.

this song was introduced to me on the wrong day! first, in school yesterday, chia thong told me to listen to the song. and when i reached home, my elder sister was about to ask me to listen to it. and she went to surf youtube and turned the volume almost to the max. what makes you think i was able to concentrate?

in school today, during maths especially, it kept playing in my head. in a way, it kept me awake, energised. the momentum was rocking. Man, it kept me jumping in the inside. after the paper, ms low mentioned something about the paper, which was meant to be easy and it was a matter of speed. it startled me. i was rather grateful that i did not give up on the 2 mark question. some thing about 4 workers making 400 cakes and we're suppose to find out the time spent. fortunately, christal had the same answer. it was rather scary, because most of them planned to aim for a full marks on paper 1. but, will i get it?

home econs was a total killer.
`AiN