it was 29126. the circle of friends who have been by my side for the past 4 years... going on 5.

really really missed my ladies. while illiany, curry and i went on to JC, the rest are busy with their poly life. hence, the clash of schedules and everything. really hope to meet and catch up one day. my heart longs for youuuu... haha

aand... not forgetting the batch of netballers from PRCS Netball 10'~ you all are dearly missed. those times when we sweat under the sun together were unforgettable. Being coached under Mr San (for 2 years) was the best thing that has ever happened in my life. The seniors were awesome too. i could still name each and every one of them. OH! and that's me!! i was a constant WD, but had to replace yushan as GA because of an ankle injury...

i used to think that i have the most wildest thoughts

it happens all the time. it's just that i've never told anyone about it

for once, my thoughts were a secret, until today

i started comparing people to cartoon characters and animals based solely on their appearances

i've seen edna mode and a donkey and a beautiful flamingo

and even one whose hair depicts that of a cute baboon

and since then, i realised that i started laughing to myself for having those thoughts.

it suddenly occurred to me that, my mind made me into a happy person

for one, it made me think and imagine

it grants me the freedom to not only think like an adult, but also allow me to feel and experience what it used to be like when i was 4. i had the craziest, wildest dreams that no one could imagine

my mind is a good story-teller. it records every memory and scar

it acts as the maps and compasses that navigates my way through life

a life that i never thought would be possible

my mind allows me to appreciate life that goes on around me as it is

my thoughts were once a secret, until today

-AiN

some might ask, where are you now? and how are you doing?

i am glad to say that i am tpjc. it is a great place to be.

it is a place that enable me to have a balance between studies and cca

i loved the pace. it seemed just right. :))

my cca is currently shooting, and i'm lovin it

however, the ups and downs of life are inevitable and it is best that we all learn from it

shooting camp just ended recently.

i had a whole lot of fun. i tried my best to immerse myself in most of the activities

and had fun with friends.

the nightwalk was really really good. we watched dead silence which ended around 11pm, then proceeded with the night walk after that. i had chills when i recalled mary shaw during the night walk. eventually, the girls and guys were paired up, which i am really thankful for.

Han Yang is one calm guy. i often wondered how he managed to stay like that even while watching the movie. i couldn't stop twitching and covering my face the whole time. typical ain.

night walk soon began for the two of us. we are like the dumb and dumber couple.

(i'm the dumber one, HAHA!)

LoL! we actually sat with the "ghost" and played with the dolls that were soaked in red-coloured ink, not knowing that we're supposed to answer the call. it was as though we were having a glaring session with her. damn scary.

we thought that the ring tone was suppose to add on to the eerie effects...

and we didn't burst the balloon. i was laughing hard at myself, finding "the body"???

i wanted to replay the nightwalk in my mind again.

it was worth remembering. haha

and exco interview began at the end of the camp.

it was 4pm and my body started to heat up.

what would you expect? we were running around in the sun at 11.30am!

and so, i wet my face towel and was literally sponging myself while waiting for my turn outside

i managed to wash my face with the face wash and forced myself to think through everything clearly. i hope i am able to get through this as painless as possible.

on a lighter note, i love my seniors!

now, back to SA1 mode.

-AiN

nowadays, it has been housework, outings, holiday courses and more upcoming events to come

i've been anticipating the family outing this coming week, 11th dec

i hope the dates for the netball outing would change.

i'd like to meet everyone, my team mates and my seniors

as for now, i.am.unemployed

am trying to use my time wisely by doing everything that i couldn't do these past 2 years

i have to admit, it was gruelling, like everyday. no, probably just 70% of it? yes

okay, i shall stop complaining

i am currently waiting for my dramas to upload.

i am challenging myself to watch 'you are my destiny' which has 100+ episodes

i am determined. HAHA~

other than that, during times of boredom, i actually did create a tumblr account

not that i've posted anything. still contemplating as to whether it would be a good idea to switch websites for online blogging. so, ive decided to stay on blogger.

this post proves it.

it just feels good to cherish your previous posts by looking back on your archives

hence, the decision.

also, selamat maal hijrah kepada semua kaum muslimin

it is the new year in terms of the muslim calender

i went to expo yesterday for a religious gathering. it was overwhelming

i liked it and tried to make full use of the time there

i hope everyone does their part well.

finally, it is DECEMBER!

it's time for the post of the year

i'll be summing up my secondary school chapter in my next post.

for now, i'll be back to my usual stuff.

`AiN

1 more day to go, we'll be commemorating hari raya haji

other than going to the mosque, my family will be having a mini open house

my sisters and i helped my mum today with her cooking

we specially woke up early to clean our rooms before going down to the kitchen to help with the chopping, cutting and slicing the ingredients

i am so glad to have finished my gradnight shopping yesterday...

YEAHOO!

can't can't can't wait for friday to come

`AiN

now that O's has come to an end, graduation night seemed to be another challenge to overcome

i tagged along with some friends to hunt for prom stuff today

we managed to cover 5 places so far; bugis, ion, 313@somerset, raffles city, parkway parade

i bought shoes, wani bought accessories and maliah bought a dress for herself

i'll probably buy it with my mum and sisters next monday

(without my dad) he's impatient!

i hope she gives a yes to the dress that i wanted and not interfere with my decision. HAHA!

and so, i'm really really happy with my shoes. i fell in love with them. ohmygod!! ahah.

i shall only reveal it on friday - prom night

i'll take every single detail of the progress and preparation

let's just keep it as a surprise for now.

`AiN

the super super girl took her paper 1 for both sciences today!

pro or what? i just had to take it, even if i need not to.

it feels so incomplete, if i don't see it(OPreps) through

anyway, higher mother tongue prelims has ended

also, there won't be lessons until september

one month of delayed HMT lessons, because of upcoming prelims, is driving me mad.

on a brighter note, my monday and wednesday afternoons are free!

i shall start revision soon. i will.

`AiN